I remember your bday last year, how special it was! We brought the party to you! You lit up the room, even though inside you were “sick in tired of being sick in tired”. We played phase ten, even though you could hardly see the cards. We laughed, we loved, we shared our time together, the whole fambam!!!
This moment got cut short, and the look in your eyes broke all of our hearts. My heart breaks a mill times that I didn’t have my car at this time and that I had to rely on someone else to get us home and because of this, this special moment had to be cut short and rushed You didn’t want us to stop the game, you didn't want the night to end so soon, you were surrounded by attention and love and care!!! Compared to your prison of lonliness stuck in a room staring into space, watching tv, but barely being able to see, more so listening to tv, not knowing the hours and days from each other. We had no idea this would be our last BDAY with you!!
You deserved so much better, so much more!!! None of it is right!!! You would have never turned your back on the ones you loved!!! You would have never been to busy!!! You would have never felt inconvenienced!!!!
RAGE, RAGE, RAGE!!! DIRE PAIN, DIRE AGONY, DIRE HAUNTING!!!!!
FOR MY OWN SALVATION, I BATTLE EVERY SINGLE DAY TO TRY AND SET THE RAGE FREE AND TRY AND FIND ANY BITS AND PIECES OF HEALING!! THERE CAN NEVER BE PEACE OR CLOSURE!!! BUT I AM DESPERATE FOR ANY BITS AND PIECES OF!!!!
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