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Merri C. Roberson 09/28/51 - 11/01/2009 The strongest most selfless mother in the world. Rest in Peace. I can rest easy knowing that you are now able to look after us without limitations. I love you so much mom!
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Few days ago, another huge breakdown, and I begged again for you to come into my dream. Again, I don't know if it is just my thoughts leading to my dreams or if it's you really coming into my dreams. This broken night, you were in my dream and it was again, so vivid. This time...I remember you on the ground and me running to pick you up. We had to be careful of your neck. We hugged so deep, we were free to say all we needed to say. It was weird at one point you began sucking on my lip, as new born babies do. At another point you were on a hospital bed, you were laying on your stomach, you had to be strapped down so your head did not move, we both knew you would be passing soon, but we both were free to have that moment together. I woke up again feeling worn out, my heart racing, it seemed so real!!! I think about you all the time, and don't always dream or remember it at least. At my worst, my weakest, broken... you have appeared and it seems so vivid and feels so real!!! I don't know though and don't want to be humored. Humor can't make anything feel better and surely can't bring any closure. Me somehow, someway connecting with you, even if through my dreams, or through true mediums, is the ONLY WAY, it can help!! And I will never give up on this!!! I desperately need any healing I can get!!!
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