Hard moment.
I no longer track the months since you’ve been gone. Just the years. Every October, it begins to happen…the extra sensitivity, the silent heaviness, the fatigu in my heart.. Some intrusive thoughts try to invade and I thank God I am able to instantly block it out. Occasionally it takes a few blocks.
Oct 26th will forever be the beginning and Nov 1st, forever the end. Every other month I stay strong and not thinking about it. It took many years to keep the 7 day chain of events blocked out.
As I write this, crying inside and out, I just want my Mommy. That’s it.
I know you are with me, with US always💓💓 and I know where you are,like I’ve never known before! This knowing and TIME is my only form of peace.
You never ever get over it. Time simply allows you to learn to live through it and around it.
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