I know your resting in peace Mommy. This was always so hard for me to say. Because I witnessed 1st hand how hard you tried to stay alive. 13 years seems impossible. We cherish you! Together, forever, earth and in heaven.
It felt good having the whole fam (our small family) together for Halloween. We were all by your side these final hours. 💓💓💓💓
Hard moment.
I no longer track the months since you’ve been gone. Just the years. Every October, it begins to happen…the extra sensitivity, the silent heaviness, the fatigu in my heart.. Some intrusive thoughts try to invade and I thank God I am able to instantly block it out. Occasionally it takes a few blocks.
Oct 26th will forever be the beginning and Nov 1st, forever the end. Every other month I stay strong and not thinking about it. It took many years to keep the 7 day chain of events blocked out.
As I write this, crying inside and out, I just want my Mommy. That’s it.
I know you are with me, with US always💓💓 and I know where you are,like I’ve never known before! This knowing and TIME is my only form of peace.
You never ever get over it. Time simply allows you to learn to live through it and around it.
Heavenly Birthday Mommy🎈🎂💜💛💙❤️💚🤎🧡‼️
Hard to believe today you would be 71. Hard to believe we are going on 13 years. Every breath I take, we take together🤍🖤.
We celebrate YOU everyday! We know you are ALWAYS with US. Together, forever, earth and in heaven‼️
