Feeling so thankful, so grateful, so happy in this moment! Yes I am only in this very moment even if it's brief, with very steady focus.... I am! Mom, I know you are smiling down! I know each step I am taking, your right by my side and every breath I am taking, your taking with me!! Our spoken and unspoken connection/promise to one another and what family means to "us,"--will never die!! Will remain alive-- Through you, for you, through me, for "your," family, for "our," family--through all of your grandchildren!!