Another vivid dream or encounter??!!

I have had many dreams, since YOU WERE TAKEN.. several deeply vivid! It has been nearly 14 months since the dream that I had,that lasted over 3 hrs (on and off) and toward the end; where you spoke from me from above.

In all these hours, days, weeks, months, in my darkest hour, deepest sorrow, deepest need, deepest desperation to have some contact with you, NOTHING!! Begging GOD, to somehow help us make contact!!!

FINALLY: another possible encounter in my dream!! Way more then any of the vivid dreams, very similar feeling of the 1st possible contact.

It has taken me a nearly two weeks to write it down. I wanted to immediately and so many times, but I couldn't for some reason. I just kept replaying it. I wanted to write it sooo bad, so I didn't forget any of the details, but couldn't. And then it happened again!!! And here I am, finally writing it!!!

" We were notified that you came back alive. It was three months later. I didn't believe it!! I couldn't figure out how. How were you preserved, how was this possible!!! But it was real!!! You were back and I ran to your lap, broken down, you gripped me so hard. I said Oh, mom!!! Told you how much we were all suffering!!! Our soles bleeding!!! The LIFE we knew so well, ripped in pieces!!! I told you about the PTSD and how rough it has been!!! You looked so beautiful, as I remember!! The form of you, (prior to the horse accident and past 11 yrs).

I had so many things to ask you. You had so much to say. I asked you if this was real. You said, "yes!" I asked if you remembered what happened. You said, "yes!" I asked if you could hear me and gave specifics. You said, "yes!" We broke down together some more!!

Then you told me you had to leave! I cried and begged, why!!! Dad jumps in to say, you guys are traveling the world. You both seemed so excited. But, I felt so horrible. Dad was so amazed you came back to life, and that he got a second chance with you!!! He couldn't stop showing his love, care, affection. He couldn't take his eyes and thoughts, away from you. This felt so beautiful, but it hurt so bad for you to be gone again!!


I THEN AWOKE!!!!



3RD DREAM/POSSIBLE CONTACT??!!!

" This time you appeared as I last remembered you,(after the 11 long years since your horse accident) and very frail from the 7 day chain of events. But you were alive. I had so much to say and ask and you had so much to say! We were at our house, but it was empty and very dusty. Your bed was still in your room. At first you were in your wheel chair and we began to talk about what had happened, step by step. At one point I had to carry you to your bed. I was telling you everything that happened and asking you which parts you remembered. It was as if I was the narrator. As I told it, you began to fade away, not actually fade, but deteriorate to your passing. I remember seeing dad at your side on the bed, he was so happy you were alive, he was so happy he got to talk to you and show you his love and care, a second chance to relive!! As I got to the part of the chain of events where you had a fever of 107. You actually were burning up. I immediately told you all Riss and I did to bring your fever down and we did, but in actuality you were still burning up. I just held you and we continued to talk about the whole experience, until you had to leave."

In all 3 of these dreams/experiences/encounters, we actually had what felt like real conversation!!!! More then any of the regular dreams, even the vivid dreams.

It took so long for these two dream contacts to happen!! I mean as I lay in beg broken and crying and pleading and praying and begging god to help you make contact with us, that this is what I desperately needed!!!! And came out of the blue and shocked me, came when I was least expecting them. I had felt a little hopeless, but never gave up in fighting for some kind of contact.