This month...

This time of year was always harder on you when you lost your special brother; I remember!!! This time of the year is extremely painful for all of us, because you were FORCED to be taken from us, from your life: UNJUSTLY! Every single day, is one step at a time for me! Not a single day goes by that I don't have to fight off the invading thoughts, flashes!! I am taking so many strides to find my way through this! To survive this!! I know I have too, for my own salvation, for my children, for you MOM!!! I will never give up and will always continue the self help steps, I am taking! You never gave up, through the worst non stop tragedy (over 11 years)!! Even when you were so tired, and sick and tired of being "sick and tired!" Even at your dieing moments, you fought 2 cardiac arrests, as sick as you were at that point. Your spirit fought so hard to stay alive!!! You did everything you were supposed to do! Even when you didn't want to, they said it would save your life and "IT" along with all the other hardcore negligence and medical malpractice; KILLED you!!! I am still fighting for justice and won't EVER rest, until JUSTICE is served!!!