7 hardest days of my life. 6yrs doesn't not seem real. "No matter how long it's been, i suddenly think of u and it gets harder to breath..." I've come along way in regard. But I know I have a ways to go; to be in a better space in regard to you and our last 7 days together. It wasn't natural, it wasn't peaceful. Those details will forever haunt me and weigh me down inside and I deeply work toward freedom within, break these chains.

Happy 64th birthday Mom. We miss and love you dearly and deeply with our every breath and heart beat.

We thank God for finding your sister. How ironic and amazing that you both were only a year apart and in so many ways, it's as if you guys were twins. You were always in the hospital as a patient, she was in the hospital as a Nurse. You both had 3 children, two girls and a son whose name was Jeremy. Your husband and her brothers name are both Tom. You both look so much alike, have the exact same penmanship, voice, sentiment, strength; I could go on...

I NEED to meet with ‪#‎TheresaCaputo‬, ‪#‎LongIslandMedium‬. I desperately need some form of peace from that 7Day chain of events!!! I block everything out now-a-days, I know not the healthiest, but that is my survival with it for now and to stay focused for myself, my kiddos, and continuing forward to thrive*** I think meeting with ‪#‎Theresa‬, can ‪#‎HELP‬ this process‪#‎DEEPLY‬* This is ‪#‎mywish‬

Dear Mom....Happy Birthday...you are in a very special place....together-forever-earth-and in-heaven. Our Heavenly Angel..

In over 2 years, I have seen some of my clients with major health crisis or struggle; who had major support from their family and friends and it's clear the difference it makes!

 My MS client whom from waste down has no movement, her left hand has minimal movement- she says if it wasn't for her amazing friends and family suppport, she could not do this every day. It makes me so happy to see this!

It also hurts my heart that my mom had none of that. At her darkest hours no one was around. It's no wonder she wanted the lights off and a gun at times to take her pain and misery away. It's no wonder she didn't make it out of the darkness. She tried, she wanted her family support and wanted her friends, she wanted her family around.... she tried so many times....and then would give up again...she simply couldn't pull through long enough, without consistent support love encouragement attention time, from the ones she needed the most. My heart bleeds for this.

I alone couldn't save her. She needed a support system! Surrounding her constantly. My current client, family is there every day. They take turns. Some fly in for weeks at a time for their turn, some have to bring the kids. They all have jobs responsibilities, some health issues of their own. That doesn't stop them.

Happy Mothers Day! Who I am as a Mother, I owe it all to you Mom! My two children are my world; as we were your world! It meant the world for you to stay at home and raise us, as it did for me until both children were in all day school. We made sacrifices because of how much it meant. Helping out in the classroom,  eating lunch at school, being at nearly every event, making each holiday so memorable, so many little things/meaningful and memerable--just to name a few!! Thank you Mom!!! Thank you to my amazing children! I am so very proud of both of you! I'm so honored to be your Mama!! I also love all my extra kiddos/lovebuggs!

 A more careful examination of the biblical text offers an important insight. The broader context shows that the blessings and bruises believers experience must be understood as part of the process of being conformed to the image of Christ. We may not understand why a person was taken from us in this life, but by faith we can have the assurance that all life experiences work together to make us more like Jesus Christ