May 1st, In your name Mommy!!!

It hurts too bad, too deep!!

Just for a second... I feel...I acknowledge...only for a moment...too unbearable...must remain focused..Every Breath I breath, we BREATH together!!!!!

Just getting to a computer> 29 months in MERRI'S NAME!! I could never pass you by!! Your story will never die!! Every breath I have, we breath together!! Additional note: I am so grateful, so blessed to have my job! It feels so good to be able to make a small difference/impact for one family, one person who needs proper care and tlc!! I can't believe I survived the FIRE!!! The darkest shadow!! It feels so SURREAL!! I thank GOD several times each day!!! I love my family so much!! I miss my other babies!! Can't wait to hug them and see their smile!!!

The AZ Medical Board is investigating the Dr in my mother's very tragic wrongful death!!! Wanted to share this news with the WORLD!!! Mom, I am your voice!!! This will not go unnoticed, overlooked, past by!!!!! NEVER! My LAST BREATH!! In your name!!! You did the same for us, it is my great honor to do the same by you!!!

28 Months!!! In YOUR NAME MOMMY!!!!

I now know your blank stares!!