Oh Mom- so much has transpired. I had to focus the past 4 years on saving my baby girl. More so the past 8 months. This has definitely consumed my time and energy. And with no regrets! As you never did!!
She is thriving again and has a new appreciation on life and family. I get snuggles through out the day, holding hands, I love you’s, climbing into bed like I used to do with you. I’m soaking every moment of it in. I cherish every moment.
I thank God over and over that We survived it! That she is with us and has a 2nd chance at life- as she deserves!! And that beyond- we are thriving again. Baby boy got his diploma early and is working. He may want to do forest fire fighting. I know you have so much to be proud of in all of us.
I’m now able to think of you more often and not be consumed in those horrific details we both endured together.
We are nearing 10 years! I can’t believe it!!! So much has happened since you went to Heaven. I’m so glad your in Heaven and I now know how real it is. This provides me with so much peace. And I don’t fear death like before. I just pray our passings can be peaceful. Our family has endured too much tragedy. This is my prayer for death when it’s our time. And I pray I am around as long as possible- as my kids NEED Me!
As we always needed you!
I thank God over and over for Aunt Susan! She is the closest thing we have to you!! I know you will be waiting at the heavenly gates to wrap her in your arms. She has grown to know you through all of us and wow you guys are like twins in so many ways! Breaks her heart she didn’t get the chance to know you while on earth. Stupid adoption laws! But she now knows you through our hearts and
