7 hardest days of my life. 6yrs doesn't not seem real. "No matter how long it's been, i suddenly think of u and it gets harder to breath..." I've come along way in regard. But I know I have a ways to go; to be in a better space in regard to you and our last 7 days together. It wasn't natural, it wasn't peaceful. Those details will forever haunt me and weigh me down inside and I deeply work toward freedom within, break these chains.

Happy 64th birthday Mom. We miss and love you dearly and deeply with our every breath and heart beat.

We thank God for finding your sister. How ironic and amazing that you both were only a year apart and in so many ways, it's as if you guys were twins. You were always in the hospital as a patient, she was in the hospital as a Nurse. You both had 3 children, two girls and a son whose name was Jeremy. Your husband and her brothers name are both Tom. You both look so much alike, have the exact same penmanship, voice, sentiment, strength; I could go on...

I NEED to meet with ‪#‎TheresaCaputo‬, ‪#‎LongIslandMedium‬. I desperately need some form of peace from that 7Day chain of events!!! I block everything out now-a-days, I know not the healthiest, but that is my survival with it for now and to stay focused for myself, my kiddos, and continuing forward to thrive*** I think meeting with ‪#‎Theresa‬, can ‪#‎HELP‬ this process‪#‎DEEPLY‬* This is ‪#‎mywish‬