When you are broken down...on life support...One breath at a time...to simply survive...When you think you have experienced a living hell...trying to triage all at once...put out 10 fires at a time...tourniquet everyone at once...While holding on for dear life.....One breath at a time...One moment...One day at a time...

When the day comes and you realize you survived...you are breathing and  alive...it feels like a million miles....you can only look up and see the water at the top....she the beams of light from above...One breath...moment ... day at a time...you count every little blessing....

As I write this...I pause to turn Pandora on...from earlier station...and Wind Beneath My Wings is playing---

My heart sinks! I confirm date..as I've tried to avoid any thought

10\26-11/1

Lord, please give me the strength, grace, and focus I need during these next 7 days....