May 1st, In your name Mommy!!!

It hurts too bad, too deep!!

Just for a second... I feel...I acknowledge...only for a moment...too unbearable...must remain focused..Every Breath I breath, we BREATH together!!!!!

Just getting to a computer> 29 months in MERRI'S NAME!! I could never pass you by!! Your story will never die!! Every breath I have, we breath together!! Additional note: I am so grateful, so blessed to have my job! It feels so good to be able to make a small difference/impact for one family, one person who needs proper care and tlc!! I can't believe I survived the FIRE!!! The darkest shadow!! It feels so SURREAL!! I thank GOD several times each day!!! I love my family so much!! I miss my other babies!! Can't wait to hug them and see their smile!!!