I got to see pictures of Mom's birth sister (her SISTER) and her family!!

I feel deeply touched!! I feel WOW!! I see a lot of resemblence!! They eyes especially, the grin, the chin, and the nose even! She has 3 children also, and 5 grandkids, and her youngest son is named: Jeremy!!!! TOO!!! Oh mommy, I miss you so much!!! I feel so grateful to have united your sister to our family, to you, through YOU!!! I promise I will give my all to allowing a connection between you two, to flourish, to grow so close, through all of US, through YOU!!! Eart and Heavenly connected!!! You two have so much in common, your personalities even!!! WOW WOW WOW!!

21 Months!! In Merri's NAME!!!

I just read another note from my mother's birth sister, Susan! This came on a divine day! Mom, I miss you dearly and I am so grateful.. 21 months later I am able to cope, without all that PTSD symptoms that consumed me! ALWAYS IN YOUR NAME! EVERY BREATH, EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SINGLE DAY!! TILL WE JOIN HANDS IN HEAVEN! TOGETHER FOREVER, EARTH AND IN HEAVEN! HEART & SOUL!!