My dream last night....

all I remember is being in a hospital, and seeing you in ICU, this time you were laying on your side, I walked in, I noticed in shock but with great relief that you didn't have the life support tube in and your neck brace was off. I went to your side, I finally got to talk to you and you were able to talk back. I caressed your hair and head. You were pent up with tears and started to shed all of them. It was bottled up inside from when you couldn't speak and all the chain of events that occurred over the 7 days. I held you, I hugged you!! It seemed so real!!! I felt such overwhelmed JOY and PEACE!!! I felt with huge confidence that there was now a great chance you could get better and make it through!!! I then awoke and realized it was just a dream!!! I felt shattered!!! But, it also felt so good to see you and hold you and we both got to communicate to each other!!! I pray for these dreams!!! I need these dreams!!! As desperate as that is, it is all I have!!!! And I will take what ever I can get, until I can find more!!!!