Phase 2

I have to avoid any and all.. thoughts of you of it, for now!!! It's too unbearable!! I have to fight the urge, divert over and over every time you/it pops into my head. I have to look away, I can't visit this site for a while. For now mommy!! Every breath I breath is through you! You live on through all of us, every thing we do, every day we live until we get to hold each other again in heaven! The fight for justice still continues!! I will not stop until justice is served!! There is NO CLOSURE NO PEACE!!!! But, I am desperate for any ounce I can find, regarding!!!