Happy Birthday Mommy!!

The kids and I are sending some special baloons your way, pink and with our special notes to you! We love you so much and miss you so much here on earth! But know you are with us every moment of ever single day, until we all unite in heaven!!!

Love Always and Forever,

Your Sunshine!
Your Pootie-Tootie!
Your Tall Person!
A.J

Ohhh mom!! How much we miss you!! I'd give my all to have just one more night with you!!

22 months!! ALWAYS IN MERRI'S NAME!!

I got to see pictures of Mom's birth sister (her SISTER) and her family!!

I feel deeply touched!! I feel WOW!! I see a lot of resemblence!! They eyes especially, the grin, the chin, and the nose even! She has 3 children also, and 5 grandkids, and her youngest son is named: Jeremy!!!! TOO!!! Oh mommy, I miss you so much!!! I feel so grateful to have united your sister to our family, to you, through YOU!!! I promise I will give my all to allowing a connection between you two, to flourish, to grow so close, through all of US, through YOU!!! Eart and Heavenly connected!!! You two have so much in common, your personalities even!!! WOW WOW WOW!!

21 Months!! In Merri's NAME!!!

I just read another note from my mother's birth sister, Susan! This came on a divine day! Mom, I miss you dearly and I am so grateful.. 21 months later I am able to cope, without all that PTSD symptoms that consumed me! ALWAYS IN YOUR NAME! EVERY BREATH, EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY SINGLE DAY!! TILL WE JOIN HANDS IN HEAVEN! TOGETHER FOREVER, EARTH AND IN HEAVEN! HEART & SOUL!!

"George" :(

I am soooo sorry, Mom that we had to lose your special car!! This was meant to stay in our family and I know how much you wanted to have Pookie use it!! My heart breaks for this!! I am devastated for this!!


All I wished for was to find a place to store it!! So we could keep it in our family, as you so passionately wished for!!!

July 1st-20 months. always in Merri's name!!

Mommy, your story will never be unheard!!! I will spend the rest of my life keeping it alive!! You are the definition of a true HERO!!!

Finally 20 months later, I am doing much better!! Thanks to my these recent chain of events that have given me some relief!! Krishna saving my life with the medicine side affect, us making real connection with you was the biggest part, then finding out your birth history and your sister!! Then all the other chain of events that followed! A huge part of me is back! I never ever thought I would see this day!! It didn't exist!!

Finally my mind-body-spirit, are re-connected!!

Oh mom!! We are together forever, earth and in heaven!!!

Wow!! The call!!

So we are at the hospital and we get the call from the Adoption Counselor at the cradle. Our hearts tingled as we learned that our mother's sister is very excited for this connection and heart broken to find out of her sister's recent passing!

Our mother grew up in and out of the hospital and her very own sister is a nurse!!! Lives in the South West as us! Who knows, she could have been Mom's nurse at one point, these past 12 years! She has children and grandchildren!!!! She does not have the brittle bone disease.

WOW!! Is the only word I can find to describe how I feel!!!